Selena Gomez will never watch her documentary Selena Gomez: My Mind & Me again.
Last year, the Rare singer released the Apple TV+ documentary, which candidly chronicled her battle with lupus, mental illness and the pressures of fame over the course of six years.
The 31-year-old, who was speaking at the Universal Music Group/Threat Global Music & Health Conference on Tuesday, admitted.
“It’s very hard for me to watch. I will never watch it again, but I’m very proud of it. I couldn’t have been luckier to have the people who worked on it with me,” she said.
Selena explained that she was initially “very against” the documentary because she feared it would jeopardize her career.
“There was a very long period of time where I just didn’t know if it was a good idea. I knew that one day I wanted to be an actress, maybe just for a while, and I didn’t know if it would jeopardize things in my life. I don’t know what I’m doing, letting people into my life,” the Only Murders in the Building actress shared.
But she felt a huge sense of relief after the documentary was released in November.
“I had no choice at that point. And I was relieved. I felt like a huge weight had been lifted,” she added. “I felt like I could say things that I’ve been holding in for years.”
